XYZ.....you have a lot on your plate. The biggest obstacle I see however is that you are not happy with or at peace with yourself. I assume that because you have a mental disorder, as you state, that you have been or are under some sort of counseling/treatment for it. Surely they are addressing this major issue with you. It is imperative that we be able to love ourselves in order to love others. Keep working towards that goal if you can.
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