Thank you for your input. You have made good points and it's deffinatly been a consideration of mine as a good option to let go. Do you think that it would behoove me to let go of the relationship as a whole? I almost feel like I would do better with all or nothing. But then I wonder if I'm running away from dealing and should just let it ride as friends for now and if things naturally tapper off so be it. These things I feel are so new and bizzar to me. Love the input!