I really admire your life and the way you articulate your thoughts and emotions. Ocean sounds adorably wonderful.
I hope you can work through the rough places with Grotto and Lobe. Something I have been curious about--they both seem very needy and/or mono-minded and/or easily upset by you just being yourself. Do you ever find that annoying? I feel like I would have lost patience with each of their issues by now, and I really admire that you haven't and that you care about them so deeply.
Single, straight, female, solo, non-monogamous.