I am not getting any idea of why you are with this woman. She's super jealous, she doesn't meet your sexual needs, she won't "let" you see other women to meet those needs, she gets mad if you so much as talk to her gf (your former lover), she yells a lot, she's only calm when drunk or stoned.
Are you being emotionally abused?
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
Mags (poly, F, 61) loving miss pixi (poly, F, 39) since January 2009, living together since 2013
"Master," (mono, 34), miss pixi's Dom for 2 years