For you veterans out there,
Does it make sense to have days where there really isn't a trigger. It is just a normal day. But you just can't seem to get it together. If my husband were not at work he would put his arms around me and we would just lay in bed watching king of the hill all day. I would feel fine as long as I had him near me. I don't really have a trigger today. It just feels harder than yesterday. Tomorrow might be easier. It is just a day I feel at a low and I am not sure why. He was home early last night and we were great. I think I have come so dependent on him through this it is hard to be happy when he is at work. and I know it isn't because he works with her. I just feel a sense of lonliness today.