I'm tired of writing fiance(C) and boyfriend(K).
C also has add, but he doesn't take anything for it. There's been abuse and abandonment as well.
To me what I see is an emotional disconnect. Where you can see both sides of my story, but if you insert LR where she's stated she feels the same, it makes no sense to you. C does this as well. It's the whole I "hear" what you're saying thing I was talking about. You have the rationalization down. You have love for LR, but it's not all clicking together to form a well oiled machine maybe? (lol look at me with boy talk xp ) I may be grasping at straws, but... Who knows.