Yes I am actually seeing a therapist for my past traumas.I have been seeing one for years. I do realize that a forum such as this is not a place to come and vent about my past.
We spoke last night and realized that right now is not a good time for me to start any romantic relationships until things open up for me.
So me and my husband have agreed that right now we will only have friendships and see what happens.
We have also decided to try and spend more time with each other other than just with the kids.