I can dig it. Everyones story will be different, but yet our journies have all lead us here.
It would just be nice to have a friend irl that I would be able to talk to about this.
I mean I have 3 friends that I trust won't judge me negatively about this, and only one has been in a poly relationship that failed epically. It would be nice to be able to speak to someone who has a "successful" poly relationship to chat with.