new to this and dealing with jealousy
I am also new to this word. I'm still hung up on 'cheating', jealousy, envy, lack of understanding... I don't want to leave my SO. I love him. He loves me. And i just don't understand how polyamory works. How do you not feel not good enough, how do you not feel compared? How do you live only being part of half of his life? I feel demoted. I am facing the first weekend with him away with the other woman and I am already freaking out. I'm real curious to know how other people deal with this. It is eating me alive.