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Old 01-07-2014, 11:01 PM
bofish bofish is offline
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I feel like BOTH of us are at the same point. Neither of us wants to go through the mourning process. The process of not having someone in your life.

I heard a great talk about this in meditation last night. my teacher feels that it is fundamental to go through all the stages of mourning in order to move forward. I think I am "stalled" in my mourning because of trauma at an early age and then a mess of people dying in my forties. I think at a certain point, my entire body and soul just said, I'm not going to fucking moron anymore - so I lost the capability to do it. Ironically. I would get through this if this person would just go away for awhile but he won't' and I am put in the impossible position of making the boundary.
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