I know my heart breaks for you.
Love shouldn't cause you anxiety, pain, or etc. But hun everything he is showing you is screaming I like you but not enough to fight for you.
40 yo straight female
Married in the eyes of the government to Butch since 2001...
Murf my monogamous second husband has been with me since May of 2012.
In a V relationship with an average 60/40 split of time. Only due to Murf's and Butch's crappy work schedules.