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Old 04-03-2010, 10:25 PM
Ariea Ariea is offline
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I feel inferior too, and I have some similarities to what you described....

Am I being unreasonable by being upset by all of this? Am I being selfish by wanting him to myself? I had a really hard time last night and we talked a bit, but today he's out with the other person.... Is that okay, or does it seem like he should wait a bit and spend some time with me?

I feel abandoned and I don't know how to change myself. I feel like I need to. =\ I feel so depressed that I think about suicide all the time because of this. I feel like he's leaving me, and that he'd rather not be with me, but that I'm more "acceptible" in public in his mind, because I am female (the other person is a male). It's resurfaced old issues of cutting and suicidal thoughts. I feel so alone in this.

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