I'm all hung up on time these days. My husband has all the time in the world to explore his new relationship being that he's somewhere where all he's responsible for is doing his job. Meanwile I'm here with a house and kids and a huge amount of frustration about not being able to set aside the time I would like to to persue my own new relationship. I know that there shouldn't be this comparison with how much time each of us has but it does strike me as incredibly unfair. I was asked by a friend yesterday if I was jealous and truthfully I'm not jealous I'm just frustrated. The frustration has way more to do with the situation I'm in than it does with this new realationship of his. If anything his new girlfriend has made me realize how much I love him and why I love him so much.