I guess it's "NRE" (is that right?
), but I feel so energized by talking with M that I have more to give to DH, and even to our daughter. I just feel like talking to M is filling up my cup, so that I have more for others, you know?
Totally understand what you are saying! In the past I had "emotional affairs"... even long into them I still had that extra energy, love and was able to hold a much more positive "image" of my husband. I just felt soooo FULL of love and it outpoured from me so easily. I never understood what was happening until recently after discovering the word polyamory... now I am free from the guilt and shame of having feelings for other men... no longer do I feel as if there is something wrong with me.