Yup, you're in it.... There is nothing I can think of to say, except you aren't alone. Keep talking and there will be forward movement to something... it's never certain what in life, but it all settles somewhere. Keep at it, stay true to yourself, stay in tune with yourself and be compassionate and respectful to all involved. Hopefully they will do the same and you will all prosper.
Keep reading on here, there have been many that have gone before you.