A simple thought:
The best things we find, often require slow, methodical work to get to them or create them.
So don't be down on yourself if it takes you time to learn how to manage them.
As Scroeding said-it's a tall order to take on all of those things at one time. It's not impossible.
But don't RUSH yourself.
Take things a step at a time.
"Love As Thou Wilt"