Good luck with seeing M more, and dealing with your h being gone. I hope C3 works out too!
Dating is exhausting! It can take a while to find just the right people who ring your bell and are available enough to fulfill your needs! God knows I had to kiss a lot of frogs before I found Ginger. (You can read my blog to see just how many jerks, a-holes and all around lame dudes I went through.)
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
Mags (poly, F, 61) loving miss pixi (poly, F, 39) since January 2009, living together since 2013
In a newish relationship with Steve, (34, poly, my Top)
"Master," (mono, 34), miss pixi's Dom for 3 years