Whenever I am with M, I have such a firm resolution that we are meant to be together. He says this scheduling stuff will get worked out eventually, and I know he really wants to make it happen. He did say he doesn't see things straightening out until after the holidays. I feel good, like he is being honest with the limitations we are both operating under, though we are both anxious about making it work. He has now said that he understands if I want to find a third, but emotionally, I am not sure if he would really be all that fine with it. He seemed VERY relieved that C2 was a jerkasaurus.
Things would be so much easier if he lived closer. He is just close enough that it stretches both of our resources to see each other.
Next week will be a struggle.
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