I am sorry you are hurting..
But run.. cut this woman our of your life. She is nothing but toxic for you.
If she loved you height.. penis size wouldn't matter.
40 yo straight female
Married in the eyes of the government to Butch since 2001...
Murf my monogamous second husband has been with me since May of 2012.
In a V relationship with an average 60/40 split of time. Only due to Murf's and Butch's crappy work schedules.