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Old 10-22-2013, 10:50 PM
FullofLove1052 FullofLove1052 is offline
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It may be a comfort zone for him. Sadly, I can no longer say the same. It is more familiar than any of what we have now, but I like exploring the unknown. This feels right, and it feels good.

He knows the flaws of poly. He has seen the good, the bad, and the ugly. It is because of those same reasons that if he was in a poly marriage again, I know he would leave. It would no longer be worth it. Why would anyone willingly subject themselves to potential pain after they have had a taste of the other side which is more peaceful and happy?

I had doubts, so no, it was nothing you said.

Kevin, the man drives me nuts with all his quirks. I swear he was born to get on my nerves and stay on them, but I cannot see my life without him in it. Ugh. I hate gushing about him. It is cavity inducing.
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