I understand and appreciate what everyone is saying, it makes sense. But I'm afraid that if I stick to my guns like that my husband WILL leave and since he's my best friend and the one who truly gets me, more even than Mark does, it would be heartbreaking. I wouldn't know what to do without him. What do you do with that kind of....lost feeling?
Neverwhere - exH, we have a son together.
Amanda - Neverwhere's 1st wife and one of the reasons my marriage to him ended. They have three sons together.
Mark - Neverwhere's brother. We are dating. He is mono.
JBR - My boyfriend of 8 months, also poly, has kids, we live together.