Iím not sure what to tell you, basically Iím not sure what I am comfortable sharing right now.
It was not just NRE things that caused issues. There are also things that my ex specifically DID, things said, behaviors that Iím not ok having in my life. The problem right now I think, is that Kuroi is still in contact with my ex, possibly still dating. That I donít know for sure bothers me greatly. Honesty, and trust are a big deal for me right now.
Something still being talked about. It is difficult to have these conversations because I struggle to remain calm. As in my temper isnít productive.
Me - Murasaki - Bi/pan
Kuroi - Straight (LTR 22+ years, married/fwb)
Momoiroi - child of Murasaki & Kuroi
Kimidori - Kuroi's SO
My lovers - Darkness & Mysteriousness (2+ years)