I am so very sorry that it has gone like this. It sounds like they aren't respecting your essential humanity, in the sense of not feeling compassion and empathy for what you might feel. I'm sad for you.
You know, for X amount of time (15 minutes, 15 hours, but probably not 15 days), you should feel free to blow your stack and say everything you want to say, as loudly as you want to say it. Things like this hurt - really hurt.
Your gut will heal, I expect. But right now, it doesn't feel good, and those bruises last.