Thank you for your kind words! Yes my husband is ok with it, but one day more than the other day. He is very good to me, kind, Lets me do almost anything since we are together. I think deep down he wishes to have me to himself. So he is not poly-minded like i am becoming at the moment.
Your words about my position in the V are so true! It's not as easy as i thought, it's a nice challange! I like diffeculties, trying new things, but sometimes i feel like i have to consider everyones feelings and i feel like although i am in the middle, my feelings are less important than the feelings from these men! Haha. Nice to find information here, to talk to people who know what they are doing (?!) and can explain things to this new-poly-woman!