I have a general question - something that is running through my head.
Ouroboros is planning a get away this coming week, and he is "allowed" for lack of a better word, to make out with girls. I have gotten to the point where I am a little nervous, but really not jealous or afraid, or anything negative. I am more excited for him. Yay for us, right?
Now - in perfect nature with myself - I find that I am actually worried that letting go may mean I let go of him, of my heart, etc.
I don't feel like that now, but It seems like in any platonic relationship I have had, the common denominator is lack of ownership of their physical/ sexual self.
Has anyone felt this way before or thought about this?