Welcome to our forum.
Congratulations on your new romance, and on your husband's wonderful support. You certainly are in a different place in your life this time around, so talking to the various folks on this site will probably be enormously helpful.
In addition to your own posts, feel free to browse around here and check out any threads that interest you. You never know what you might run into that strikes a chord with you.
Glad to have you aboard.
Love means never having to say, "Put down that meat cleaver!"