I do nothing but think, then i huRT
Thats what's i have to deal with but dunno how. I am not in this so i can have sex with different ppl, in fact if i never have sex again I wouldnt care, but some one to love. I like her, we get on well, and if it wasnt for these feelings things would be prefect. I get 2 ppl to be in my life. Of that I'm so glad. But.... the jealousy
dunno how she can watch him hug and kiss me and be ok with it, i feel guilty on her behalf and so hold back.