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I think I would recommend checking out the Life stories and blogs board
, both for reading other people's stories, and for starting your own blog. If you have questions or want relationship advice, the Poly Relationships Corner
might be a good place to visit.
It sounds like you're in the process of making a major life decision, and there's no way to be sure of the consequences without trying it. One thing to be prepared for is that sometimes you think you'll be okay with something, but then when it actually happens you find yourself struggling with it.
But as I said, check out that blogs board. I think it will help.