Thanks guys. you are all very right that I'm being insecure, and its kinda weird. Im actually feeling better about it as he has suggested some more social activities we can do together...I guess I was kind of feeling like our relationship was always us alone and i am a VERY social person, so instead of saying "Nudge, lets me more social" my head went "nudge! dont go be social without me!" lame on me, but Ive come around and am working on it with him.
Why the hell else am I insecure? i dunno, but im working on it