Thank you for the responses. These really help me organize my thoughts.
I like the idea of writing things down so I can stay on track, and I like whats been said here.
I also agree with those that are saying I need to decide if I wanna stick it through for the long run, or if I dont think things will change, maybe move on or back up.
And the links posted have been great. I may just need to sit down with these and re establish boundaries so I know what Im looking at.
Any more tips or thoughts are so welcome! Thanks you guys!