Confusion in the marriage
I am polyamorous i was a poly before i knew what a poly was. I've always known I could love two people equally and at the same time and always thought i was strange for this. Recently I have been able to get my husband to someone understand and consider the possibility. He says he's fine with it and he thinks it oculd be fun and he trusts me and all that jazz but i still don't know. Knowing that a polyamorous life style is possible makes me feel happy, complete and validated. I feel like there is a part of me that I can finally express but am afraid that my hsuband is only considering it for me and that it will cause a problem with in our marriage. I'm not sure what to do and I don't know how to get his true feelings about it out of him. sigh i just don't know what i'm doing. I've read everything i can to try and figure out how to talk to him but all the things i wanna say keep circling in my head and are hard to get out.