Only you can answer that -- if you are being impatient /trying too hard.
But if you have this awareness at this point in time...
Maybe the universe wants me to be alone for the first stage of this so that I can fully deal with my envy and jealous and not hide from it in another relationship?
...you could start to clear it off your plate NOW rather than wait to do it AFTER you are in some other relationship.
Could reading about jealousy and pitfalls help you with your emotional management?