Firstly welcome to the forums and I hope you find some advice or suggestions that will help you out.
Unfortunately there’s not much I can suggest that would solve anything today. It’s a very short timeline you’re talking about...2 hours isn’t a lot of time to sort anything out, especially since it sounds like there’s a lot of things you need to sort out. All I can suggest is that the 6 weeks away might be an opportunity to figure out what you really want...for you, from him, and what elements of your relationship you may want to salvage...and what elements you might be willing to change.
Just a thought.