Fear? In what way did I indicate fear? No, I just don't like viewing the world through rainbow coloured sunglasses...but to each their own.
However I notice you did not answer my question and instead focused on the (obviously traumatic for you) lack of a colourful font! So it seems that you say things that have little, to no connection to what others are discussing on the thread and therefore can't answer direct questions regarding it?
Gotcha! Thanks for the blessed relief of trying to figure out what you are going on about, grateful that I am now free to just ignore your posts.