MrBrown broke up with me. Or I guess not really broke up with me, but said that for now he just wants to be friends. He gave me reasons that are valid, and that I could have seen coming, and are too painful to elaborate on here.
I haven't heard from BGuy or Knight in weeks.
I love Ren and he loves me. I think I might take a break from the forums for a while and focus on getting my relationship with myself to a better level. I feel so completely lost right now, lost, hurt, alone, like a failure.
I know all these things are not true, but with everything that's been happening over the last few months, it's getting kind of hard not to feel this way.
Cleo - forties straight female
Ren - husband of 20 years
Bo - BF of 1+ year
Lou & Jane - Ren's girlfriends
Lin - Bo's other GF
Last edited by Cleo; 08-08-2013 at 08:52 AM.