MrBrown broke up with me. Or I guess not really broke up with me, but said that for now he just wants to be friends. He gave me reasons that are valid, and that I could have seen coming, and are too painful to elaborate on here.
I haven't heard from BGuy or Knight in weeks.
I love Ren and he loves me. I think I might take a break from the forums for a while and focus on getting my relationship with myself to a better level. I feel so completely lost right now, lost, hurt, alone, like a failure.
I know all these things are not true, but with everything that's been happening over the last few months, it's getting kind of hard not to feel this way.
early forties, straight.
Last edited by Cleo; 08-08-2013 at 08:52 AM.