...and I have never been in love with more than one person at a time in my life.
Look, I'm new to all this myself but isn't polyamory defined as multiple loves?
Myself, I've always been conflicted because I've been in love with more than one person at a time although very rarely was sex even involved.
Don't mean this as an insult but perhaps it's the "Swinger" lifestyle that your looking for?
Again, I'm not trying to be insulting, just stated my thoughts.