So I lied, one more post before I fear things explode.
I doubt I'm even going to have the chance to say what I need to say (which actually IS something that can make things work out with all the people in this group) because I think I'm going to be vetoed just because A) I'm upset (I guess I'm not allowed to own my feelings) have stated I am and am showing it. and B) That I'm wanting to only talk to Seven right now about it because I'm not ready to address it with Lamian (which means I'm not allowed to own when I discuss how I'm feeling).
Part of me feels that even though I love him, if Seven lets this happen without talking to me I'm better off without him in my life.
Woodsmith: My husband
Merry: Tig's wife/slave
N8: Merry's boyfriend/owner
Elle: N8 girlfriend
Ruby: Part of the Leather Family
Logan: Leather Sir in the Family
Arc: Logan's boy
Holly: Leather family
K: Holly's sub