Originally Posted by redpepper
Update is that there is some head way on my me stuff.
sitting in it all is working! I am generally more content alone than with others and actually crave alone time. I get sad when I know I have to be in the company of others some days.
I spend a lot of time alone. Traveling. Its been interesting since I do treasure that time. However I am happy with myself and what I am doing so I never feel lonely.
I sometimes feel guilty over that happiness at being alone.. But its also where I reboot. I have that time to do those things I enjoy.. I just wish I could bring my bikes everywhere I travel
Sometimes in poly we spend so much of our meager 24 hours a day sorting through our poly relationships we forget the relationship with ourselves.