Ry, as far as I'm concerned, you're always welcome here. I understand your decision to take a few steps back. As for the confrontation between Matt and Si, wow, that was a bad one, I don't know what Si was thinking. That it was over anyway and so she would go out with a bang? In any case, it's a shame she did that.
I wish you, Matt, and the kids the very best, as always.
Love means never having to say, "Put down that meat cleaver!"