Congrats Inyourendo on your scores. You desirve a nice break after that one.
Not much change here since the last time I posted
doing alot of beating myself up lately. Trying to live a "normal" life at home, and all the while I have J on my mind CONSTANTLY!!! (I know this is not healthy)
I have talked to hubby more about how I am feeling,,, but still have not had a conversation about it. I can talk all I want, but if he is not responding or adding anything, I feel like I should just tell the dog. At least she will give me something like a wag of her tail or a kiss on the hand, that is a response after all.
Spilled my guts to J in a letter. No response there either, so it looks like its all a bunch of one way coversations, no input from either side.