Firstly, I want to say that I am sorry for disappearing. A lot has changed since I first posted this.
Let me start with: I am single.
Ben and I are no longer together and when he left me, he threw me out and I was forced to travel 1200 miles on my motorcycle alone back home from Texas to Georgia.
I am okay, the trip was fun and I did enjoy myself.
It has been a month since we separated and I am so much happier. I see that he was a liar and will never change. I have come to accept that, and that he and I will never be together again. I am much happier and I am not seriously dating or anything, just trying to take life one day at a time and get my life back together.
Thank you for all the advice and encouragement. It is really appreciated.
21yr old poly female; single and happy