Wow. Thank you. I am so grateful to have found this forum and for people who don't even know me but are willing to take time out of their own lives to offer advice and perspective.
"If you love a flower, don't pick it up. Because if you pick it up it dies & it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation." -Osho