All I want to do is swear right now
The first twenty-six hours were not without challenges, but I was so proud of myself and my husband and valuable, wonderful things were happening. It was hour twenty-seven when everything got fucked up.
I am sad and hurt and can't wait to be able to sleep on it and hopefully feel better tomorrow. Right now I can't sleep and can't cuddle into my husband who is sleeping soundly next to me, because it makes me cry again.
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"Rocks will open and make a way for the lover."
~Hazrat Inayat Khan
I love Catfish and Charlie.
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