I just for the first time, really freak when I think of them together, or of him looking at or touching her the way he does me.
I was told once that I think too much, that when I stopped thinking about it in a negative way then I would start to see the real situation. This person is very smart and dear to me. Life is clearer and far less confusing and emotionally unstable when you release tension and focus on the good and the benefits.
You are encountering the same way I'm sure many people feel at one point. It's natural. But your were cool with it at one point, am I right? I'd like to ask what has changed between being cool with it then and not-so-much now?
It's just me, my ramblings and the elevator music in my head.
Me: bi, reformed wild-child turned mom and house maid LOL
Crux: straight/hypersexual, possibly mono?
BC: our son, 5 years
CM: second son 9 months.
Mouse: girlfriend! Status new, feelings not so much.