I'm sorta drunk and not in the best place. I'm lonely as hell while the two people I love are together. FJ is spending the night at MD's place. And I've done that before--but never without having to leave at 7am. I'm a mess. And they are both asking me how I am. I want to say I'm crying myself to sleep and I'm a fucking mess. But I'm not. I'm telling them to stop worrying about me. That I'm fine. Which is not the truth. But I don't want to change how they handle their night because of my baggage. Gin and tonics help.
franchescasc-33, bi female, likely monogomish formerly in triad relationship with:
FJ-36, married 15 yrs
MD-35, gf for 8 months
Currently dating SM, male, 40, monogamous
Last edited by franchescasc; 07-10-2013 at 09:50 AM.