Why can't you just do what you know is right instead of repeatedly fucking up then saying "oh woe i am so bad and wrong. I must cut myself off from temptation. I must repent." then you do the SAME SAME SAME thing a week or two later. It's getting predictable and boring. I don't even check this blog or read every word of it but literally every time i do it's the same thing. You not following through with what you know is right and then feeling bad. Wah wah wah.
Do you have too much time, too much money, or what? I don't know how you people manage, i really don't.