I can't fight this feeling anymore...
Oh M (or Cherry, because just an initial is boring)
I am falling for her hard. Of course the awkward in me would never straight up tell her that buuut I know she will read this so cat's out of the bag! Haha
I took her out on a real date a couple weeks ago and it was a lot of fun. I always have fun with her though no matter what we are doing. She just seems to brighten my day.
She has been on my mind a lot since. Desiring some cuddle time.
I think what really did it for me was a few days ago I found out my grandfather was admitted to ICU and wouldn't be making it out of the hospital. I texted her and told her and she happened to be just a few mins from my house so she stopped in for a few mins and gave me a hug. It is funny how such a small gesture can mean so much.
I am in deep now but still have that nagging fear of rejection. Just going to enjoy our time together and try not to think about it.