I feel for you Phy...we went through the baby-struggles a while back too. (We ended up giving up, but I hope your story has a better ending).
I understand about being fearful that your current "happy" could be burst...but the longer the "happy" continues the easier it is to see it continuing (while the greater the loss if it should go)...Cheers! and Good Luck!
Me: poly bi female, in an "open-but-not-looking" Vee-plus with -
MrS: hetero polyflexible male, live-in husband (22+ yrs)
Dude: hetero poly male, live-in boyfriend (3+ yrs) and MrS's best friend
Lotus: poly bi married female, "it's complicated" relationships with Dude/JaneQ/MrS (1+ years)
+ "others" = FBs, FWBs, lover-friends, platonic G/BFs, boytoys, etc.
My poly blogs here:
The Journey of JaneQSmythe
The Notebook of JaneQSmythe
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