I'll always love ya beautiful. Just a fact. I've gone back and read a great deal about what you've been going through, and know what it is to feel as you do.
Trust. It's all about that one simple word. It exists or it doesn't. My ideal poly relationship is ti always have that one person I can come home to, who will love me, support me and look after me when I'm in need of such a thing.
Trust. You have it or you don't. If you don't, well then you really don't have anything at all.
Just my opinion, but you know my story.
Be well, Be loved, Clay
Freetime. All the time. Every time.