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Old 06-29-2013, 04:49 AM
jetta9502 jetta9502 is offline
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Originally Posted by Dirtclustit View Post
I am glad it was only in my head that this online poly community is a little prickish to couples

Of course you'll miss her, and it's OK to feel your emotions. You have them for reason and I hope you keep coming back here to write about them because if you don't have someone to talk to it can hard. Whatever you do, I definitely wouldn't ignore them and become detached because someone jumped to conclusions because you weren't careful enough when wrote them out.

It would be awesome if you really could have one foot in past, and one it the now, but it might only be satisfying if you had a dick so when you pissed you could arc it over and into polyamory dot com every time someone jumps all over you because of something some couple did in their past.

Give yourself break, I think you are doing pretty damn well. It takes a lot of courage, a lot of love, and a lot of understanding to back off like you have and there is nothing you can do that will instantly ease your sorrow, or soothe your sadness when you miss your ex-girlfriend. Give yourself credit, there really isn't a harder situation than to have your partner continue seeing them. But don't quit now, because if you make it through this you can make it through anything.

Not to get your hopes up or anything, but just know that your ex-girlfriend and your spouse will realize how much love and understanding it takes to fulfill your role in this. If they are wise enough to do the little things to help you work through this, and you all recognize each others effort, you will have a spouse and a friend that no other relationships can ever compare to. And after a year or so, if you can hold it together, you might truly understand that friendships that strong will make you one the richest people who ever lived. Friends like that are priceless, and it sounds like you are willing to be that friend to her. Hopefully the two of them will recognize that.

I am sure it's hard feeling alone, but it could always be worse, and there is nothing that makes it worse faster than getting involved with the wrong person in any type of non-monogamous relationship

thank you for your kind words. some people in here and just be unkind and rude. its hard for me to post in here because of the reactions people give me and the things that people say. one conversation even got so crazy that a mod stepped in and closed the conversation.

yes i am still having a bit of a hard time. its hard for me to see them together and hug or even put his arm around her. i think part of it is that im sad it didnt work out between me and her. i feel rejected. and i believe that is normal. but i am trying to work it out.

A couple of days ago we got the calendar out and figured out a schedule. Something that will be fair for all of us. And so that way both me and her know what days he will stay with her and what days he will stay with me. I think that has helped me knowing. no suprises of all of the sudden he is going to stay with her.

I have started looking for someone for me. i know some people are not going to agree with me looking already. but i am trying to move on. i have a couple choices. i can stay home and be sad and watch him have fun with her. i can continue to be sad and upset. OOORRRR I can move on. try to find that someone. and be happy. and that is what i am doing. i want nothing more than my husband and gf to be happy, and i want nothing more than me to be happy.
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